And somehow, here we are again. On the last official day of summer break (not counting the weekend). Normally, I'd be in my classroom today, taking advantage of a quiet day to start setting things up before the building fills up with lots of noise and people. But not this year. The break was too short to give up a single day.
Normally, I'd be in panic mode all week, making sure I finished every project, squeezed in every doctor appointment, cleaned out every closet and pantry, etc. Not this year. With the last "normal" four weeks of summer now spread out into extra breaks through the year, I had to change my whole mindset of summer break.
It was just that. A much needed break. A time to rest, recharge, and refuel. To do things I enjoy. To give my mind a chance to unravel and declutter. A time to heal physically and address any health concerns I may have pushed to the side during a stressful year of survival (like getting my eyes checked--glasses coming soon!). A time to catch up with friends. A time to spend with the people I love without feeling so frazzled and pressed for time.
Today I spent one last long morning on my bike, riding the nature trail, thanking God for all the gifts around me that He brought to my attention this summer. I found a quiet spot beside the still water of a pond to just sit and breathe in God's goodness, to surrender this next school year to Him, asking for wisdom to handle whatever the year brings, trusting that He's in control of all the details.
And as frazzled, physically depleted, and angry as the last school year left me, these last six weeks helped immensely in refilling my tank and uplifting my spirit. I'm ready to head back to work on Monday morning with a renewed enthusiasm and sense of purpose. This is my mission field, and God has equipped me for the task ahead and prepared me for the people He's going to put on my path. Students, families, and coworkers alike.
Here are a few last pics of summer that I want to have here to remember.
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